One Of Those Days

I use to hate that song "One of those days" by Monica. I'm sure everybody remembers it. It seems lately I've been using that phrase a lot. It's like I've been having like a lot of those days. I don't really know what it is. Maybe it's the weather or the fact that I feel like lately I'm merely existing. I'm not sure what the purpose of my life is. I'm very thankful for my friends and family and they are truly the reason that I've been managing and not crawling into a dark corner and never coming out. I'm truly trying to focus on everything that I have to be thankful for, but sometimes it gets hard. Sometimes the worse is all I think about and trust me, the outcome of that is never good. I guess I can really understand it when people say some things are easier said than done.

It's Like.....

It's like all of sudden time is passing my a record speed. Things that didn't seem so important a few years ago are all that's important to me now. I've realized that we're not meant to be alone, although that's exactly where I am. It has me wondering why??? Why am I still single. I don't want to be, I don't think that I'm so picky that I'm just eliminating people for no possible reason. So what is it then?? I'm not sure and I don't think it's something that I should stress over. I'll just continue to pray and enjoy all the wonderful people who are a part of my life. 100.